I hate myself

Zoey2070 · Before February 2015

I'm going to be aggressive about this, don't take it personally, but this is ridiculous.

You are being quite pathetic. Get the **** over yourself, no one hates you. No one secretly hates you. Try to focus less on the boy, I know it's hard, but try.
First, stop being such a pessimist, it does no help. Be positive any note good things. Like, 'Oh, the weather is nice out.' or something.

Killing yourself is just completely and utterly stupid and the easy way out and REALLY INCREDIBLY SELFISH.
Why kill yourself when you have a whole entire life ahead of you? THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MURDERED EVERY ****-ING DAY.
How do you think their families feel? They are in grief, they want justice, they want revenge, and I'm pretty sure that they wish the person was alive again. Yet with suicide, you're murdering someone, yourself, and that's just idiotic. Why kill yourself when you've survived so far? You're still pretty young, don't end your life. It's so selfish.

You're ruining people's lives more by killing yourself then living. Funeral costs are expensive, the emotional and mental toll is unbearable.
Let me tell you a short story.

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It doesn't HELP anyone. It's the chicken's way out. It'll affect people more than you'll ever know.

About how your life revolves around this boy, what is he to you? Do you dislike him as a bully and wish pain upon him? Or are you in love with him or something?

Also, I remember looking into a diary I had a while ago and laughing at my utter stupidity with a lot of things.
Anyway, in this diary, I had a lot of things written. Obviously.
I remember being all angsty complaining about BAAAAAW NO ONE LEIKS ME EVERYONE HATES ME I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF NOBODY CARES BAWW.
Well, that was just me being completely stupid, and I can pretty much relate to your entire post minus the boy at school. Mine was online. But still, I can't remember anything from real life at that time, I was so sucked into the internet.
It was horrible.

Anyway, don't kill yourself, it does no good. Just please hang in there, it gets better, trust me. If you want help, you have to seek help. You have sought help with a therapist and by coming to us. That's a good step.

...also, if you're doing this for attention and you're lying, I'm going to be ****.

Before February 2015

Zoey2070 wrote:

I'm going to be aggressive about this, don't take it personally, but this is ridiculous.
You are being quite pathetic. Get the **** over yourself, no one hates you. No one secretly hates you. Try to focus less on the boy, I know it's hard, but try.
First, stop being such a pessimist, it does no help. Be positive any note good things. Like, 'Oh, the weather is nice out.' or something.
Killing yourself is just completely and utterly stupid and the easy way out and REALLY INCREDIBLY SELFISH.
Why kill yourself when you have a whole entire life ahead of you? THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MURDERED EVERY ****-ING DAY.
How do you think their families feel? They are in grief, they want justice, they want revenge, and I'm pretty sure that they wish the person was alive again. Yet with suicide, you're murdering someone, yourself, and that's just idiotic. Why kill yourself when you've survived so far? You're still pretty young, don't end your life. It's so selfish.
You're ruining people's lives more by killing yourself then living. Funeral costs are expensive, the emotional and mental toll is unbearable.
It's the chicken's way out. It'll affect people more than you'll ever know.
About how your life revolves around this boy, what is he to you? Do you dislike him as a bully and wish pain upon him? Or are you in love with him or something?
Also, I remember looking into a diary I had a while ago and laughing at my utter stupidity with a lot of things.
Anyway, in this diary, I had a lot of things written. Obviously.
I remember being all angsty complaining about BAAAAAW NO ONE LEIKS ME EVERYONE HATES ME I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF NOBODY CARES BAWW.
Well, that was just me being completely stupid, and I can pretty much relate to your entire post minus the boy at school. Mine was online. But still, I can't remember anything from real life at that time, I was so sucked into the internet.
It was horrible.
Anyway, don't kill yourself, it does no good. Just please hang in there, it gets better, trust me. If you want help, you have to seek help. You have sought help with a therapist and by coming to us. That's a good step.
...also, if you're doing this for attention and you're lying, I'm going to be ****.

+1 rep to you. I 100% agree.

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