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buddy558

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I hate myself

I hate myself, everything I do, everywhere I go, I make people sad and or angry. I cant do anything right, most of the people I hold closest to me secretly hate me, I even fail at killing myself, I have tried so many times, but all I do is fail. I revolve my life around one boy, hes secretly hates me, I try to be nice to him but he just pushes me to the side, I sometimes think it would be better without me. I can never stop thinking about him, I would never have a chance with him. I try as hard as I can, but I just get pushed down like nobody cares, I cut myself to relieve the anger and the pain, it dosent work, im on the edge of expelltion at my school because of this boy, he makes me so angry so I take it out on myself or others. I want to just be a bit happier. Please help me. :'(

Greenzoid2

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Re: I hate myself

Well what have you done to make everybody hate you? I'm sure you're just exaggerating, but you aren't, then maybe you should work on being nicer towards other people.

People don't hate you for no reason, they hate you because you did something that they don't like.

If you just put on a positive attitude towards others, be generous and kind, I'm sure that in a month or two, people will stop hating you. Even that boy. Trust me.

Last edited by Greenzoid2 (Aug 26 2011 2:40:46 am)

Echo!

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Re: I hate myself

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Honestly, you have to stop posting topics likes these,but I know exactly how you feel it's not nice.
I was alot worse than you,I got put in a child home for trying kill my self and also for keep freaking out at people,I'm out now,and I had loads of help...

What about your parents? Do they know how you feel? If they did they would get you a therapist or a psychiatrist.

buddy558

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Re: I hate myself

It has become cool to hate me now.
my parents do know, and im seeing a therapist

P.S I deleted some msgs, so yeah PM me if you want.

Last edited by buddy558 (Aug 26 2011 2:45:49 am)

Echo!

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Re: I hate myself

Stop being pessimist about everything, as Greenzoid2 try to be a bit more generous and kind..

People probably don't you like you because you're so depressed and pessimist.

buddy558

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Re: I hate myself

I dont want friends anyway...they allways turn on me and hurt me, friends are over-rated.

Mister_Stupid

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Re: I hate myself

Go buy some chocolate, darling

Greenzoid2

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Re: I hate myself

I dont want friends anyway...they allways turn on me and hurt me, friends are over-rated.

Thats exactly how you aren't going to fix anything.

If you honestly don't want to live like that, I'd suggest doing what Echo and I have said.

treejoe4

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Re: I hate myself

Friends are extremely important, everyone needs friends

Jeremifier

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Re: I hate myself

...nobody secretly hates you, I tell you that all the time, and you don't believe me. If anything, I think you secretly hate me!

buddy558

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Re: I hate myself

Lots of people hate me. And no, I dont hate you.

Chewy

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Re: I hate myself

Disregard post. That was a stupid idea. Anyways, play video games, forget about haters, make friends on internet, etc. Be happy!

Greenzoid2

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Re: I hate myself

At least try to make some friends. It's a great feeling knowing someone cares about you. I know it sounds cheesy but trust me. There is nothing that can compare to that feeling.

If you are having trouble making friends in real life, try on the internet. It's a lot easier(lol) and gives somewhat of the same satisfaction.

Sabrillian

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Re: I hate myself

Just keep trying until you find friends who are willing to support you.
People who hate you? They have no business insulting you.

I had a friend in 5th grade who was "hated" by almost the whole school simply because she was easily angered and acted "immature". She was made fun of in gym because she took her own time running laps instead of following the giant crowd that usually ran together. People started directing their hate towards me for being supportive of her, and I literally just told them to back off. Surprisingly, they listened.

Learn to push away the people who detract from your life and look for the people who really care.

EDIT: How do you know that they secretly hate you? The majority of the time, you're really just making it up all in your head.

Last edited by Sabrillian (Aug 26 2011 11:22:34 am)

Echo!

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Re: I hate myself

I hate myself, everything I do, everywhere I go, I make people sad and or angry. I cant do anything right, most of the people I hold closest to me secretly hate me, I even fail at killing myself, I have tried so many times, but all I do is fail. I revolve my life around one boy, hes secretly hates me, I try to be nice to him but he just pushes me to the side, I sometimes think it would be better without me. I can never stop thinking about him, I would never have a chance with him. I try as hard as I can, but I just get pushed down like nobody cares, I cut myself to relieve the anger and the pain, it dosent work, im on the edge of expelltion at my school because of this boy, he makes me so angry so I take it out on myself or others. I want to just be a bit happier. Please help me. :'(

Last edited by Echo! (Aug 26 2011 12:05:57 pm)

EDJ

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Re: I hate myself

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http://eeforumify.com/viewtopic.php?id=12787

tailschao

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Re: I hate myself

woah,woah,woah, If someone secretly hated you,how would you know? And anyways, hurting yourself is not right.
People don't become friends with you because you don't take chances. Here; If you want to win the lottery, and you don't buy a lottery ticket, you can't win! same thing with friends. If you wan't a friend, you gotta take chances, and try to make friends, instead of turning away from them. "Withought friends, life is'nt 1/4 as good as it is withought them." But sieriously, this concerns me for people to be that miserable, you should listen to all of us. We have points, just please try.

Last edited by tailschao (Aug 26 2011 12:32:33 pm)

Echo!

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Re: I hate myself

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http://eeforumify.com/viewtopic.php?id=12787

Meh I should post it there too, but I'm not that harsh.

Mister_Stupid

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Re: I hate myself

This guy will never change his opinion
He gets more pleasure when he's thinking about "Oh, life tested me too hard, boo-hoo"
You'll never make him happy, because he DOESN'T want to. But he'll never be honest. Even to himself

Monstar43

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Re: I hate myself

^I'm not sure if that's the harsh truth,or is just being rude. That won't help him. We need to comfort him as much as we can.
Anyways,how do you know they secretly hate you? What if maybe you're just trying to hard to make friends? If so maybe just not try as hard. I'm not really sure how to help,but I'm here for you.

buddy558

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Re: I hate myself

Thanks guys, I just need sometime to think.

xputnameherex

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Re: I hate myself

Please read this:

This reminds me of a moving article that I read on cracked.com. Basically, the article was on small things that stopped suicides. One of the things was customer support. I found this strange, and read closely. What happened was that in the game called Blizzard, some people were talking to this guy, who decided that no one liked him, and told the guys that as soon as he was going off-line, and was going to commit suicide. That shocked me. Usually, people think of video game customer support as bothersome in RPGs. One person though, contacted them, and told them about the situation. They immediately set to work finding his IP address, and got the police to go over to his house, where they found him on the verge of killing himself. They managed to talk him out of it. That one person, saved another person's life. Even though he had no clue who he really was. Another story was when there was an old man, who lived on a small hut on the edge of a cliff. People constantly came to that cliff to commit suicide, and he talked hundreds out of it. It is always better to save someone then let them die.

So always remember, that even though you may not know them, or that they care, people do care. No matter who they are. In real life, people will only find the situation more realistic and drastic. No matter what you think, or what people who really might hate you think, NO ONE truly would like to live without you.

Last edited by xputnameherex (Aug 26 2011 9:58:36 pm)

Jeremifier

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Re: I hate myself

^Oh, I heard of that old guy, we heard about him in school. He won the Australian of the Year award, we were researching on that.

Tako

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Re: I hate myself

Your paradigm is warping your vision on the world. Like when you learn a new word, you suddenly start to hear it more often.

Just think positively, and life won't seem so bad.

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Yeah, well, you know that's just like, uh, your opinion, man.

Gamer1120

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Re: I hate myself

If you actually want to be happy, the first thing to change is your worldview. When you see no good in yourself and the rest of the world it's hard to be happy at all.

About that boy, maybe you should try and see him for what he is: a boy. No matter how awesome he is, he is not an object that deserves all your focus all the time, especially when he secretly hates you. Same goes for the rest of your friends. Start asking yourself questions? Do all of these people have a reason to hate you? Do they hate you at all? Should you change your attitude towards them?

And lastly, you should stop complaining about your situation. It makes you more pessimistic, and there are people who've been through a lot more than you and you don't hear them complain about it.