school gives me insanity.

madiik · 2015-11-13 15:04:48

I JUST FEEL LIKE I COULD MURDER EVERYONE THERE.

yet that's only in school. it has some exceptions, few times I get irritated I could do the same.

I AM NOT SURE IF I'M EVEN SANE NOW.

I'm not sure. Usually I calm myself down by quietly laughing or listening to music. I also find stabbing sounds soothing.

I guess I should go to a psychiatric while I still can.

SOME edit: I've noticed myself twitching, IS THIS REALLY BAD?

I mean there's nothing wrong with it.......

Edit; I can't stop shaking, I constantly edit posts because I keep mistyping, stupid bimps lightweight tablets.
I even bought headphones today, my music seems so melodic, long live vocaloid.
if I probably type almost right, probably auto-correct (typo fixes0

Weirdoverse

Insanity · 2015-11-13 15:45:38

what the hell is wrong with you visit a psych srs

Koya · 2015-11-13 16:02:38

madiik wrote:

I guess I should go to a psychiatric while I still can.

That is definitely the best option.

Abelysk · 2015-11-13 16:29:25

madiik wrote:

Usually I calm myself down by quietly laughing or listening to music. I also find stabbing sounds soothing.

Wow... Therapy is highly recommended... Good luck!

Zumza · 2015-11-13 17:24:40

I don't have a certificate for that, but I could try heal you via PMs

Different55 · 2015-11-13 17:47:08

What are "stabbing sounds"? Like sounds of someone being stabbed or like a sharp musical sting?

madiik · 2015-11-13 18:28:34

SOMEONE being stabbed.

It's so calm and relaxing.

capasha · 2015-11-13 18:41:29

You need help. If you are feeling this, that you are talking about. It's not good.
You can do something really bad in your school. So search for help instead.

It's better to search for help, instead of doing something really bad.
I think a lot of people care about you too. I care atleast, I don't want you to feel like this.

AmdS · 2015-11-13 21:19:58

shadowda wrote:

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What the bimps are you doing with your life? Do you really think that this is the best way to resolve a problem? Click here and think of your actions

Pingohits

madiik · 2015-11-13 21:20:49

shadowda wrote:

Kill them. only the idiots, jocks, cheerleaders. the popular people. just make sure it cant be traced back to you.
▼Hidden text
A. make a plan - planning is everything. make a bomb, or use a gun, or poison, do what ever you like.
B. make sure you cant be traced. if you make a bomb. go online with Tor, the onion router, to research so you cant be traced. if you must go out and buy stuff find regular objects with the desired chemicals. make up an excuse like a project. wear gloves, a mask, ect. so you cant be recognized.
C. don't be cocky. dont tell any one. dont say anything.
D. this is a bad joke. it is not to be taken seriously.

YOU'RE THINKING I'M TAKING THIS AS A JOKE?

I feel likely to grab a knife, then later laugh at you for your misery.

shadowda · 2015-11-13 21:25:46

madiik wrote:

shadowda wrote:
Kill them. only the idiots, jocks, cheerleaders. the popular people. just make sure it cant be traced back to you.
▼Hidden text
A. make a plan - planning is everything. make a bomb, or use a gun, or poison, do what ever you like.
B. make sure you cant be traced. if you make a bomb. go online with Tor, the onion router, to research so you cant be traced. if you must go out and buy stuff find regular objects with the desired chemicals. make up an excuse like a project. wear gloves, a mask, ect. so you cant be recognized.
C. don't be cocky. dont tell any one. dont say anything.
D. this is a bad joke. it is not to be taken seriously.
YOU'RE THINKING I'M TAKING THIS AS A JOKE?
I feel likely to grab a knife, then later laugh at you for your misery.

my misery? i wouldn't mind. at least you told someone. that's the first step. don't take life so seriously. what ever your classmates have done to get you to this point probably isn't worth life in prison. you like anime. so do i. im sure you can find a nice soothing anime about death and destruction to take your mind off of school.

madiik · 2015-11-13 21:28:20

LEAD ME TO IT. THIS HELL IS NOT WORTH IT.

2015-11-13 21:51:31

Sounds like a twisted case of something like OCD or Asperger's syndrome, but either way you should really, really, really visit a psychologist or psychiatrist. That's def not healthy.

bgic

skullz17 · 2015-11-13 22:03:30

You knew what answer you would get, and it's the correct one. Get help.

Pingohits · 2015-11-13 22:10:05

this thread gives me insanity

AlphaJon, Br0k3n, madiik

madiik · 2015-11-13 22:10:36

I think I've found a game to express my feelings.

Yandere simulator, except I don't love anybody, I just like being completely free and insane, murdering them all,
a knife, scissors, katana?
SO MANY WAYS EHEHEH.

skullz17 · 2015-11-13 22:11:51

that's not yandere that's just psycho simulator

Abelysk · 2015-11-13 22:39:10

Madiik, are you psychopathic? Do you dye your hair with flamboyant colours? If so, I highly recommend you get psychological therapy.

ZeldaXD · 2015-11-13 22:40:50

the edge is real

Br0k3n, ILoveBaconYUM, Pingohits, drstereos

Anch · 2015-11-13 23:24:29

A.. ar.. ar.. are you ok?
You should probably see a therapist.

madiik · 2015-11-13 23:34:25

Well I guess I am alright.

I forgot to mention I have issues with the balance center in the ear, or my brain has been in some sort of a trauma since I was 3?
Tell me your opinions on this, might it be related?

Terrasher · 2015-11-13 23:46:08

madiik wrote:

Well I guess I am alright.
I forgot to mention I have issues with the balance center in the ear, or my brain has been in some sort of a trauma since I was 3?
Tell me your opinions on this, might it be related?

Get help.

shadowda · 2015-11-14 00:24:08

madiik wrote:

Well I guess I am alright.
I forgot to mention I have issues with the balance center in the ear, or my brain has been in some sort of a trauma since I was 3?
Tell me your opinions on this, might it be related?

probably the latter.
even if there not related its a good reason to bring it up with a doctor.

iPwner · 2015-11-14 01:00:42

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